Not a Rockstar Yet

I'M Finally DONE

2009-06-17T22:46:00.002+08:00

I'm finally done with my A-levels =D
yes i'm done
i'm done
i'm done with 5 months of super study mode
i'm done with 3 months of exam
i'm DONE WITH SCHOOL UNIFORMS
I'M DONE WITH PRE-U
why i'm so excited..welll DUHHHHH
3 months of exam is crazy...plus REALLY HIGH STRESS LEVEL
and i was on a nerd-mode

whats the result of 5 months of studying?
1) i lost 6kg (since jan)..i'm now 48kg
2) i actually did better in my exams
3) i go accepted into Help Universtiy College(sep-intake)
4) i'm getting my very own laptop without asking =D
5) new set of clothes..since my old clothes dont fit me anymote
6)i'm doing well with my boyfriend =D
7) lots more just too much to list out

anyhows...
this Saturday is my graduation ceremony
and Sunday is prom night..i rented a gown this year
since i didnt have time to go buy a dress

and next week i'm off to kl to look for a new apartment with my new buddies
I know busy..but i'm stress free now =D
will update more often from now on

when is the limit?

2009-05-24T22:50:00.002+08:00

A-levels exam is stressing me a lot....
its draining much of my energy
i haven't been getting enough sleep lately..and i'm so sleepy
even trying to sleep early..but its hard for me to fall a sleep..zzzz
the stress is arsboring most of my energy
and i've been losing a lot of weight..
in early april i was 53kg..now i'm a whopping 48kg..
i roughly lost 5kg..i know its great to lose weight..
but not when your stress..btw i do eat normal
i'm even getting panda eyes now..gosh..
well..its back to studying until my exam ends

empty,boring and dusty

2009-04-26T15:18:00.003+08:00

Yeah i know
its kinder quite lately in my blog
like i said in my last post..i've been busy with my studies lately
which is true.. and the studying did pay off
based on my trial exams i IMPROVE A LOT IN my law..
this is the first time i got 60 % for my law (combination for paper 3 law and paper4 law)
happy about it..studied hard for it
and i did improve in my business too..not much..still improve
however i'm still really weak with my economics..
so i freaking need to work hard in my economics

well this is the final stop for my a-levels
real a-levels exams is starting in mid may till mid june
so i'm putting on a late nighter for the next two months
wont be blogging much til june..
Junes is my graduation..and I.S Night is the next day..
i pick up my dress a month ago already..
i prepared early cause i dont have the time to go for shopping during my exams period..

so whats next for me
Well i'm goner do my UK transfer programme For Law
Goner study law at Help Universtity College..planning to start at September
so yeah ..thats it for now..until june =]

Gone to Long?

2009-03-25T16:09:00.001+08:00

yes i've been missing for a long time
cause i've been really busy with my studies..
so wont be blog a lot until around june
cause my trials are coming soon so is my a-levels exam..
so yeah

Head Explosion

2009-02-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

My head is goner explode from all this studying..

to much studying over stuff into brain..

been studying a lot until really late

cause a lot of test and exams..

continous study..and no time to be lazy

cause i'm repeating 2 subjects for a-levels =[

currently sutdying tort law and eccons

havent started on business yet..owh NOOOOOOOO!!!

When turns the other way

2009-02-02T11:02:00.002+08:00

well now i'm at my schools IT Center, i'm having my freeperiod now.suppose to be studying but i really dont have the mood to study..due to my result and its also because i only have 20 mins left before law class begins....dont worry i'll study at my 2nd free period..

well since when things couldnt get worst...yes sports day. Mye vents for sports day all clash..cause my events are continuesly..is damn tiring with just a short amount of time for break..here is the time table for my events
1. 400m (semi-finals) time8.30am
2. 200m (semi-fianals) time 9.00am
3. 400m (finals) time 9.30am

damn tiring you might say half and our break is more then enough..wrong, you need at least one and a half hour of break to regain your energy back..so the breaks would be less then 30 mins..hmmm, i serious how things will turn out great later =[.

What's New or Maybe slighty outdated

2009-02-01T09:49:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone..

yeah my blog has been kinder sunyi lately..

no new pictures..

well havent done anything new lately

just sports day next week..

will definatly upload those pictures next week

as usual Chinese New Year is really darn boring this year

yes..i'm kinder lazy to collect angpow this year

cause all you get is RM2 in those red packets..and you waste half your day just for RM2

i know its money..but i'm not that desperate to collect money

anyways.. my Grandma(mom side) has gotten really sick

she has half stoke..which means only her left side of the body is a bit parlysis

feel really bad for her..cause she is old and she is already suffering this much...=[

anyhows..i moved to Facebook..wow thats like not a big deal right

i know...so lame

yeah i find friendster not as intresting as before..

still login but nothing much is left here

So yeah Facebook..

owh i just started playing Vampire Wars and Fashion War

i know double lame...when everyone gets tired of playing that

and i just started playing hahahhaa..

that was because i was not that active in Facebook before

but now i am hehehe =]

well its still new to me but it might be slighty outdated for most of you hehe =]

do you guys have any suggestion for Valentine's Day

i want to surpirse him =]

anyways HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

MAY LUCK AND PROSPERTY BE WITH YOU ALYWAYS

the year before

2009-01-28T10:23:00.002+08:00

I took this froem Rowena's Blog =]

SURVEY 2008!
Lost a friend? Yeah
Stayed single the whole year? not really just for 8 months
Had your heart broken? Yes =[
Had a stalker? nopr
Done something you’ve regretted? yeah..but its a lesson to be learned
Lost someone? Yes
Cut class? Yeah
Were involved in something you’ll never forget? not really sure about that
Visited a different country? not yet
Cooked a gross meal? Definitely not.
Lost something important to you? yeah
Got a gift you adore? none
Tripped over a coffee table? Nope
Dyed your hair? Twice middle and end of the year
Came close to losing your life? Nope
Went to a party? YEAH
Read a great book? bot much
Saw one of your favourite bands/artists live? Nope
Saw someone famous in person? Nope

2008: Your Love Life
Did you break up with anyone? yeah..but we got back together again
Who were you broken up with? the same guy i have been with..but were together again =]
Did you get anything for Valentine’s Day? didnt get anything for valentines
Did you meet anyone special? nope
Did you fall in love? nah

2008: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year? Of course!
Did you dislike anyone? some
Did you make any new enemies? no enemies
Did you resolve any fights? some
Who are your closest friends? atm..christine,natasha ho and chin, chelsea,mitchell
Did you grow apart from anyone? yeah
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? No regrets.

2008: Your BIRTHDAY!
Did you have a cake? yes..my brother bought me Secret recipe chocolate moist cake for my birthday =]
Did you have a party? no party. Family and friends dinner.
Did you get any presents? Yeah
If so what was the best thing you got? nah..cause its nothing big

2008: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year? Yes. time to grow up and leave the pass
Did you get your hair cut? Yes..i lost count on how mant times i cut
Did you change your style? yes..i change my hair several times last year
Were you in school? Yes
Did you get good grades? not really...alevels is darn hard.
Did you have a job? bope
Did you drive? yes
Did you own a car? Nope.
Did anyone close to you give birth? yes
Did you move at all? nope.
Did you go on any vacations? not really
Would you change anything about yourself now? yeah there is a lot of things i would like to change about myself..but i'm happy with the way i am.

2008:2009
Was 2008 a good year? its not my fav year
Do you think 2009 will top 2008? i hope so
I confess that in 2008 I…
( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
(x ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) mooned someone
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone

Condelence

2009-01-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

My deepest condelence to the late

Uncle Steve Lim..

who sadly past away today at kl from a heart attack

was shocked and sad at the same time

i'm goner miss him a lot

his great man with a big and kind heart

to dearest debra lim and daryl

i'm really sorry to hear about your dad

now is my turn to be there for you..

its the worst feeling ever

and the most painful too..

so My prayers go too you..

THE BIG ONE NINE

2009-01-12T17:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
so sorry for the extreme delay..

was so busy with school
relatives
the holidays
and less time with internet..

well i'm goner turn 19th this coming Saturday
yes on the 17th Jan..
its my final year as a teen
and by next year i'll be welcoming the "two" in my life

am i'm having a birthday BASH?
hell yeah i am.....!!!!
how often do you get a saturday to celebrate your birthday..
well goner have it home
goner have a lot of liquor stack up =]
and gambling too =]
miahahahhahahaha

I SO CANT WAIT FOR MY BIRTHDAY =]

ADDICTED TO E-SHOPPING

2008-12-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

yes i am EXTREMLY addicted to e-shopping

that the reason why i'm broke

it stated last month

with a few dresses

and then it got more and more

WHY BLOG SHOPPING?

cause the clothing sold are heck cheap imagine a dress cost not more then RM55

a long dress made out of good quality satin only cost rm 66

none of this dress cost more then rm 90

thats why i'm addicted

REASON WHY I DO BLOG SHOPPING?

dress are so damn CHEAP

cause i found a few the exact same dresses i bought

and they cause almost rm 200

my jaw drop..when it actually only cost roughly not more then what i said above

including RM8 deliver bill its still doesnt cause more then RM100

Secondly..dress found are a lot nicer

i couldnt find any nice dress anymore here in kk..

so i've been doing most of my shopping online

ARE THEY ANY OTHER ITEM?

sure they are i bought a pair of shoes

and so darn adorable..its red checkers super high heel pumps

i bought a few waist belt and clinchers

that doesnt cause more then rm 35

kk here cause more then a RM50 by now

they do sell other clothing item

owh they dont just only sell cheap item

i do find some other sites selling orginal items such as coach,LV, marc jacobs..etc

and they cost a whooping RM 1000 and above

HOW DO YOU PAY THEM?

well thats easy..justs email them the item you want

and they will confirm with you

and they will give you their account number

all you have to do is deposit into their account

tell them you made the payment

and wait for your item to arrive

HOW WOULD YOU KNOW THE SIZE OF ITEM WOULD FIT YOU?

well i normally go for the free size item

or i use the sizing chart

i'm a UK 10 which means i'm a small medium

small would be a UK6-8

HOW WOULD YOU KNOW THEY ARE NOT A FRAUD?

well they require a licence before they can sell thier product

so its safe..and they will require you to use pos laju

as they will have a record of delivery and all

OTHER ADVANTAGES?

well sometimes they have discount promotion

free delivery if you order to a certain citeria depending on which webpage you go

you get future updates on new product

DISADVANTAGES of E-Shopping?

well when there is advantages

they is disadvantages

sometimes all the nice item tend to get sold out really fast

when they updated or restock they product

they tend to get sold out in just 24hours

and only leaving the less attractive product

however if your lucy,they might restock the product

so when there is new stocks you tend to buy it as soon as possible

which literally make you broke sooner or later..

Moreover..

consatantly check out other sites for your items

cause sometimes other sites tend to sell their item slightly cheaper then others

hey i really love my e-shopping

most of my friend love it too

and they have been trying it out now

i'm not gonner stopping doing it..

but i'm goner try control myself from buying too much

even though its a such a nice item

UNLESS THOSE ITEMS ARE CHECKERS OR STRIPES

i love this checkers and stripes..

December is a busy month

2008-12-18T21:00:00.002+08:00

Nothing much has happen

Just been really busy

here is a recap of december so far that i did

1st week of December

1. back to school

2. skip school

3. got a haircut

4. passed my driving test

5. help my brother for hobbycon (cosplay)

6. my brother and friends assitant during hobbycon

7. had a gathering with my boyfriend's friends at tanjung aru

8. got really darn tipsy at tanjung aru with bf's friends (nearly drunk)

9. Sleep over at friends place (Jossie Fabian =])

10. went to super lousy PC FAIR!! (ppl their dont know what is a DIGITAL TABLET)

2nd week of December

1. went to school

2. skip school again

3. ordered my dress online for xmas

4. went to bank

5. new little cousin Ivan came over at home (babysitter)

6. STARTED CLEANING HOUSE FOR XMAS..took 7 hours to clean my room(included wall)

7. started driving without an OFFICIAL licence yet hehehehehe

8. sleep really late

9. played PS3 with little brother..little big planet

10. help brother prepare for cosplay photoshoot

11. laptop was used my elder brother most of the time

12.stayed after school for extra stuff

3rd week of December

1. did my christmas and chinese new year shopping at 1borneo

2. went to a FISH SPA with christine

3.watch movie with christine and deveneau

4. had late dinner with christine and deveneau

5. bought xmas presents (I'm BROKE)

6. went to school

7. elacted as sports traniiee for Pink House (i dont like pink)

8. celebrated dad's birthday

9. wrap present for xmas

10. learned how to do a proper manicure and pedicure

11. drove to school,drove friends car..my DRIVINIG IS GOOD,recieved an approve from my brother and natasha ho

12.dyed my hair medium dark blonde for upcoming xmas and cny

13. skipped some boring classes

14. uncles,friend come back from singapore and australia

15.passed my boyfriend his mxas gift (miss him a lot)

see i am that busy

i didnt have much time with the net

plus school and all...

i also didnt get to meet up with my boyfriend

or hangout with knowing that he is busy himself working sometimes overtime

sorry if i didnt quite spend time with most of you

just december shelude is so darn pack

i'm still not sure what is coming up soon for the 4th week of december

whatever is coming up ahead..i''ll just try to blog as much as i can

anyways MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL

TWILIGHT ADDICT

2008-12-05T20:59:00.015+08:00

TWILIGHT

TWILIGHT
TWILIGHT

TWILIGHT

TWILIGHT
TWILIGHT

TWILIGHT

need i say more...

now i know why this movie so addictive

cause ALL THE GUYS ARE DAMN CUTE AND HOT!!

vampires are mysteries, pale, cold look = SEXY

literally MYSTERIES is the new SEXY

watching that movie just makes you drools

i dont mind a super hot vampire turn me into a vampire

omg i'm so loving that movie..
i can watch it over and over again

drooooolllllllllllliiingggggggg

btw i Pass my driving

means i got my License =]
WHEN the Twilight DVD comes out i'm so buying it

and goner stick my face in front of the computer =]

TWILIGHT is the best MOVIE IN 2008 for me

it defintaly beat THE DARK KNIGHT

Dark Knight is my former no 1

sorry Heath Ledger

TWILIGHT IS MY NEW NUMBER ONE

one of those days

2008-11-27T16:48:00.002+08:00

I'M SICK!!!

yes today is one of days

i had fever yesterday

and i still have a really bad sore troat

how bad?

my troat is so swollen i cannot eat not drink anything

if i do it would hurt so bad =[

even talking and opening my mouth is painful

hmmmph

Happy 3year Anniversary

2008-11-25T09:01:00.011+08:00

Today is My 3 year Anniversary
with my boyfriend =]
25th November 2005 is the day we started being together
I'm Glad it was him there with me
True there has been a roller coaster ride for us
But we made it..Mistakes and learning about each other make us stronger
His my soul mate,my addiction,my best friend, my boyfriend
and I can wish for so much more
But for him to love me is so much better already
I Love so much Hubby Keaton
Cyprian Nellton Primus =]
my baby boy

Okay my boyfriend is not chinese
His pure kadazan..
i love for who he is =]
and his 2 years older then me..

well here is some pictures from the past and present,enjoy =]

Our first picture together,yes is not perfect but its ok =] 2006

2006,I still had my braces

2007- Djunction

Near christmas 2007

Early 2008

Early 2008

3 of him..i'm so loving it =]

My baby boy..love him

Some more pics coming soon..
I'll upload it in the evening =]

Party Till 3 in the morning

2008-11-23T18:16:00.023+08:00

I went to a friends birthday at Shen

Her name cassandra..

attending Me,my boyfriend kiton, oyo,marcella,bryner,leeboy,izaac, avun, igberth

we started roughly around 10pm

had fun though..after that we left shen at 1pm

then continue again at tanjung aru beach..
where we just sit in front of the beach and drink wiskey..

it was because it was us laughing away

I love hanging out with my boyfriends friend

cause there are so open and SO FUN TO BE WITH

we were laughing a lot

anyways i came home about 3am

i broke the record of coming home late

got scolded by my dad

but it was worth it..

hey i didnt get drunk...i was still steady

SUPER DUPER FUN

anyways i let the pics speak for itself..

but i dont have most of the pictures at the beach

so i'll upload it as soon as i get it

My Favourite Picture with my BF

I didnt upload all the pics as there is too much

if you want to see the rest..

go check out my friendster profile

anyways more parties a had of us

YES I SPEAK ENGLISH..do you have a problen with that!!

2008-11-21T22:11:00.002+08:00

okay today i went out with my old classmate kimberly faye
havent meet her for almost a year now
so we did a lot of catching up hehe
it was fun
i did most of my shopping...
sorry kim...

so kim i decided to have high tea at secret recipe
we were just minding our own business
then this 4 ppl who we dont even know sit next to our table
so we didnt bother about it either cause we dont know them

so me and kim was speaking english..
no problem with that..
and all the sudden the table next to us start saying stuff..
THERE WERE MOCKING US because we speak english

they said a lot of things..
such as this conversation
"later we go back tuaran"
"nola we go back kingfisher..cause we speaking english"
punya pukima sial...

what you think english speaking ppl only stays in KINGFISHER!!
excuse me..SAYA PUN PANDAI CAKAP BAHASA MELAYU BA
geng sa urg kadazan..ko pikir ko saja wujud cakap melayu
bodoh la kamu urg..!!palui sial

then we say out la
" Are you mocking us"
and they dont understand..its obvius that they are not educated
stupid idiotic ppl who has problem with ppl speaking english

they balik2 walk pass us..for what..
MY COMMENT IS..dont dress like a pilak
i hate ppl like this
tiba2 mau cari hal..
mind your own business..what more if i dont know you
dont mock ppl like that!!

FREEDOM after 2months of exam

2008-11-15T20:47:00.002+08:00

Yes people..2months of exam

since the middle of september until middle of november..

I had my trials in September

then my AS-level exam From October to November..

And today is an-official outing with my friends..

we went Karaoke at karamunsing..it was fun =]

before that,i bought my boyfriend lunch since his working at karamunsing

and treat him for coffee bean..

then we had two hours of singing..

it was super uber fun singing with your buddies..

as we were realising our stress..hahahaha

most of the songs i sang was rock songs hahaha..

then after that I went to 1borneo with both the Natasha's..

we went to Padini first to shop..

since is members discount for the whole store..weee

and Beatiful white t-shirt caught my attention..

its streachable..and its has such great wordings on the shirt saying

"tell me what you want,really really want"

the price was RM75.90...

by my luck as a member i got it for half price..

and yes i bought..natsaha ho bought to..

we just instantly fell in love with it..

being in such a good mood today..

i bought my boyfriend two t-shirt..i hope he likes it..

than i had high-tea at secret recipe..

today was fun going out with my buddies =]

needed that so much...

the cute white shirt i bought..=]

Not my first Blog but the first post

2008-11-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

Well this is my first post here
but no..this is not my first time blogging
WAS a XANGA user..
but i hate the laggingness..
I hope to blog as much as i can ..
but till then thanks for viewing =]